I'm still in Ghana, however, very sadly in Ghana. Last Friday, I got word that my beloved Grandma Brackman had died. With her funeral scheduled for last Saturday, there was no way for me to return for her service.
Those who know me well, do know that she was a guiding light for my life. She was self-possessed and caring--a tough balancing act. At 95 years old, she was blessed with a long lovely life and I'm grateful for all those years.
I'm very sad to be so far away without familiar hands to hold. I'm as ok as possible, just painfully aware of the vast distance between here and there.
Those who know me well, do know that she was a guiding light for my life. She was self-possessed and caring--a tough balancing act. At 95 years old, she was blessed with a long lovely life and I'm grateful for all those years.
I'm very sad to be so far away without familiar hands to hold. I'm as ok as possible, just painfully aware of the vast distance between here and there.
posted by Dixie | 6:12 AM
9 Comments:
Dixie,
My heart goes out to you. I DO know your sadness and wish you could be surrounded by all of us 'there' with you.
Know that you are in my heart - and I am sending you lots of love to you today and in these coming days.
You were a true gift to your Grandma - all those Sunday's you sat by her side and held her hand. To give such a gift to her was indeed priceless and what you got back from her will always be a treasure to your heart. Hold on to that...
Love,
D-llama
Dear Dixie,
I am so sorry to hear about your beloved Grandma Brackman. You and she shared a lot of love and many important moments together. These are yours to keep forever. Though you will miss her, you can be her proxy on this earth and therby honor her, remember her, and keep her close.
I am and will be thinking of you and sending you love and comfort. Somehow these things will get to you...
Love,
Lynsey
Dear,dear Dixie, Your sadness makes us all sad, but this too shall pass. I cannot say anything more beautiful than what Lynsey wrote. I love the proxy part. Now your grandmother will be with you more than in life.
I love you,
Temple
Dixie,
Even though you are far from our physical reach, know that many of us are holding you in your grief. The work you are doing in Ghana is a reflection of the spirit and adventure she inspired in you. It is your chance to inspire others; what a wonderful memorial to her! Be gentle with yourself, and know that you are loved. Carol & Lisa
Dix,
I am so sorry to read of your loss. Know that you are in so many hearts and hands here even though they aren't physically able to sweep you up. But what an amazing gift to have had such a person in your life and love for so many years!
I have thought of you every day although I haven't been the best of correspondents. Will work on that. Jen still needs your healing thoughts, so perhaps you can channel some of your grief and energy towards that; she needs all of us. I hope that the beauty of the forest around you helps bring some healing to your heart.
And remember: our favorite day of the year is just around the corner! (although you are in the wrong hemisphere to fully appreciate it...) I love you. Take good care and do things that nuture your soul.
xo
Jane
dixie-belle,
you are truly a reflection of your grandmother's bright and daring spirit. i am holding you across the ocean, know that i love you and celebrate the gift that you were to your grandmother and the gift of her spirit that lives on in you so that you are part of her legacy.
missing the thought of your blueberry pie for new years...jen said she'd bring the pie.
blessings and hope your solstice is sweet and serene,
mikimath
Dixie,
Sorry we can't be there to comfort you. Your Grandma with always be with you.
Went to Summit and thought of you. It was very cold but some of the usual suspects were there. Only a couple of open spaces on the ice but filled with CGs, hooded, and buffles.
Saw Jen on 12-19 and she needs all the healing power you can send.
M and J
Dixie,
We're sorry to hear of your loss and hope the distance can be lessened by knowing your friends and family hold you close in heart and mind. You always spoke so warmly and lovingly of your Grandma so I know she will always hold a special place in your life and heart. What a powerful woman and a wonderful spirit that can't help but be alive beyond this life's journey. Know that your grandmother will continue to be a force in your life and others and may you feel this when sad times wash over you. As others have said - let her spirit live on through your courageous journey and love of mother earth.
Sarah and I send you warm thoughts from cold Bloomington, IN. We sent a care package a few weeks ago and hope you received our little bit of goodies. Enjoy the upcoming holiday seasons - we offer up warm hugs across the miles.
Love,
Sarah and Theresa
Sweet Dix -- we send our love, light and support to you thru these electronic bytes to say how truly sorry we are at this loss.
May the tears you shed today, water your soul at this sadness.
We love you and read the blog faithfully, and AMB got your snail mail letter yesterday, and was so happy to get your words to her.
Hang in there -- Dino's Cupcakes
Amy/Cindy
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